A short
update before continuing my next ASEAN YEP related post.
Actually it
has been a busy holiday. I really got things to do that keeps me moving around
and had little time to do anything else. Chatting on facebook and video calling with
overseas friend is not included in the anything else category. Here I’m
just going to tell you that I feel like my time is running out. I’m on my 4th
year, the year for thesis & graduation. I really don’t have any other
subject I need to take this semester because I have taken all my classes. That
way next semester I only need to take 6 credits for thesis.
Thing is,
after ASEAN YEP I realize how I have wasted my four year in university without
doing anything noteworthy. I met a lot of great people who spent their college
life around the globe during the ASEAN YEP. While me? I’m keeping myself rotten in my den. Well yeah,
Prague in 2010 & Bangkok last January experiences were something real worthy.
But, where have I been when the chances are widely open? Now I only have some
months left before fleeing my save haven into the wilderness out there. Somehow
I feel I’m not ready for the post-college life. I’m not even sure what to do
next. Looking for jobs as an unqualified (soon to be) bachelor? Pursuing a
master degree scholarship with my not-so-fair GPA?
Right now I’m
crying over spilled milk. I really wish I still get chances to get other
exchange grant before letting my status as an undergraduate student go.
